{"id":1259,"date":"2015-04-06T21:30:14","date_gmt":"2015-04-06T19:30:14","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.viffslan.com\/?p=1259"},"modified":"2019-03-15T00:15:47","modified_gmt":"2019-03-14T22:15:47","slug":"om-hur-hoppet-trasas-snder","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.viffslan.com\/?p=1259","title":{"rendered":"om hur hoppet trasas sönder…"},"content":{"rendered":"

Du lilla droppe blod
\nen k\u00c3\u00a4ftsm\u00c3\u00a4ll du \u00c3\u00a4r
\nb\u00c3\u00a5de fysiskt och psykiskt
\ndu p\u00c3\u00a5 mig t\u00c3\u00a4r<\/em><\/p>\n

hoppet trasas s\u00c3\u00b6nder
\nf\u00c3\u00b6r var m\u00c3\u00a5nad som g\u00c3\u00a5r
\nhum\u00c3\u00b6ret det f\u00c3\u00b6rs\u00c3\u00a4mras
\njag bara illa m\u00c3\u00a5r<\/em><\/p>\n

k\u00c3\u00a4nner mig usel
\nsom kvinna, fru och mor
\nt\u00c3\u00a4nker p\u00c3\u00a5 den Gud
\nsom jag hoppas p\u00c3\u00a5 och tror<\/em><\/p>\n

vad \u00c3\u00a4r det du har t\u00c3\u00a4nkt
\natt du ska ha mig till
\nannat \u00c3\u00a4n att bli den mor
\njag s\u00c3\u00a5 g\u00c3\u00a4rna vill<\/em><\/p>\n

f\u00c3\u00b6rr du visat v\u00c3\u00a4gen
\nvad du menar vad som sker
\nmen nu \u00c3\u00a4r sorgen allt f\u00c3\u00b6r stor
\njag v\u00c3\u00a4gen inte ser<\/em><\/p>\n

jag kan bara hoppas
\natt du l\u00c3\u00b6ser det till slut
\natt sorgen den ska skingras
\noch gl\u00c3\u00a4djen titta ut<\/em><\/p>\n

mitt tredje lilla barn
\nvarf\u00c3\u00b6r blir du inte till
\nvarf\u00c3\u00b6r dr\u00c3\u00b6jer du s\u00c3\u00a5 l\u00c3\u00a4nge
\nvi \u00c3\u00a4lska dig nu vill<\/em><\/p>\n

Att l\u00c3\u00a4ngta och v\u00c3\u00a4nta i \u00c3\u00b6ver 1 \u00c3\u00a5r, att sedan f\u00c3\u00a5 tro i 3 m\u00c3\u00a5nader, f\u00c3\u00b6r att sedan hoppas varje m\u00c3\u00a5nad i ett halv\u00c3\u00a5r, det t\u00c3\u00a4r p\u00c3\u00a5 en. Man trasas s\u00c3\u00b6nder bit f\u00c3\u00b6r bit. F\u00c3\u00b6r varje m\u00c3\u00a5nad som g\u00c3\u00a5r, f\u00c3\u00b6r varje nederlag s\u00c3\u00a5 blir hoppet lite mindre medan l\u00c3\u00a4ngtan den v\u00c3\u00a4xer. En obalans som \u00c3\u00a4r sv\u00c3\u00a5r att sj\u00c3\u00a4lv r\u00c3\u00a5 p\u00c3\u00a5\u00e2\u20ac\u00a6<\/p>\n

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Du lilla droppe blod en k\u00c3\u00a4ftsm\u00c3\u00a4ll du \u00c3\u00a4r b\u00c3\u00a5de fysiskt och psykiskt du p\u00c3\u00a5 mig t\u00c3\u00a4r hoppet trasas s\u00c3\u00b6nder f\u00c3\u00b6r var m\u00c3\u00a5nad som g\u00c3\u00a5r hum\u00c3\u00b6ret det f\u00c3\u00b6rs\u00c3\u00a4mras jag bara illa m\u00c3\u00a5r k\u00c3\u00a4nner mig usel som kvinna, fru och mor t\u00c3\u00a4nker … Forts\u00e4tt l\u00e4sa →<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[30],"tags":[31,32,37],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.viffslan.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1259"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.viffslan.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.viffslan.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.viffslan.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.viffslan.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1259"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/www.viffslan.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1259\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.viffslan.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1259"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.viffslan.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1259"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.viffslan.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1259"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}