{"id":1250,"date":"2015-02-09T22:23:36","date_gmt":"2015-02-09T20:23:36","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.viffslan.com\/?p=1250"},"modified":"2019-03-15T00:03:41","modified_gmt":"2019-03-14T22:03:41","slug":"om-hur-det-kunde-ha-varit","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.viffslan.com\/?p=1250","title":{"rendered":"om hur det kunde ha varit"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><strong>Med en nyfunnen acceptans<\/strong> kan jag konstatera att idag \u00c3\u00a4r dagen n\u00c3\u00a4r jag skulle ha blivit mammaledig. Och trots att sorgen g\u00c3\u00b6r sig p\u00c3\u00a5mind s\u00c3\u00a5 tar acceptansen \u00c3\u00a4nd\u00c3\u00a5 \u00c3\u00b6ver.<\/p>\n<p>Ist\u00c3\u00a4llet f\u00c3\u00b6r att ligga hemma med stor mage och en avslutad sista arbetsdag i bagaget s\u00c3\u00a5 satt jag p\u00c3\u00a5 Doulatr\u00c3\u00a4ff och bekantade mig med en ny graviditetsdagbok. Men visst gick det ocks\u00c3\u00a5, f\u00c3\u00b6r vi hade det s\u00c3\u00a5 trevligt.<\/p>\n<p>Men inte kan jag ju heller sticka under stol med att det fortfarande k\u00c3\u00a4nns i hj\u00c3\u00a4rtat n\u00c3\u00a4r man f\u00c3\u00a5r h\u00c3\u00b6ra Doulaber\u00c3\u00a4ttelser om f\u00c3\u00b6rlossningar och t\u00c3\u00a4nker p\u00c3\u00a5 att man snart skulle ha varit d\u00c3\u00a4r sj\u00c3\u00a4lv\u00e2\u20ac\u00a6<\/p>\n<p><strong>Men gl\u00c3\u00a4djen \u00c3\u00a4r p\u00c3\u00a5 v\u00c3\u00a4g upp till ytan<\/strong>, den \u00c3\u00a4r inte lika djupt begravd l\u00c3\u00a4ngre. Nu kan jag igen gilla andras gravidstatusar utan att f\u00c3\u00b6rst tveka med fingret \u00c3\u00b6ver gilla-knappen. Jag kan k\u00c3\u00a4nna gl\u00c3\u00a4djen \u00c3\u00b6ver att n\u00c3\u00a5gon varit p\u00c3\u00a5 ultraljud och f\u00c3\u00b6rst efter att jag tryckt gilla k\u00c3\u00a4nna att jag blir lite ledsen. S\u00c3\u00a5 det g\u00c3\u00a5r fram\u00c3\u00a5t :)<\/p>\n<p>Man s\u00c3\u00a4ger ju att tiden l\u00c3\u00a4ker alla s\u00c3\u00a5r, och till viss del g\u00c3\u00b6r den v\u00c3\u00a4l det, men jag undrar nog om jag n\u00c3\u00a5gonsin kommer att komma ifr\u00c3\u00a5n sorgen helt\u00e2\u20ac\u00a6men \u00c3\u00a5 andra sidan, m\u00c3\u00a5ste jag det d\u00c3\u00a5?<\/p>\n<p>Lite s\u00c3\u00a5dana tankar ikv\u00c3\u00a4ll, n\u00c3\u00a4r vi l\u00c3\u00a4gger gr\u00c3\u00a4s\u00c3\u00a4nkekv\u00c3\u00a4ll 2\/6 bakom oss.<\/p>\n<p>&lt;3<\/p>\n<p><font color=\"#21ab36\"><strong>\/ viffslan<\/strong><\/font><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Med en nyfunnen acceptans kan jag konstatera att idag \u00c3\u00a4r dagen n\u00c3\u00a4r jag skulle ha blivit mammaledig. Och trots att sorgen g\u00c3\u00b6r sig p\u00c3\u00a5mind s\u00c3\u00a5 tar acceptansen \u00c3\u00a4nd\u00c3\u00a5 \u00c3\u00b6ver. Ist\u00c3\u00a4llet f\u00c3\u00b6r att ligga hemma med stor mage och en avslutad &hellip; <a href=\"http:\/\/www.viffslan.com\/?p=1250\">Forts\u00e4tt l\u00e4sa <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[30],"tags":[32],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.viffslan.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1250"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.viffslan.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.viffslan.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.viffslan.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.viffslan.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1250"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/www.viffslan.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1250\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.viffslan.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1250"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.viffslan.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1250"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.viffslan.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1250"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}